Another Day, Another....Oh Fuck This!

Why can't I seem to get any work done?! Another day has gone by and I don't feel like I've gotten much of a dent in my work. I still need to analyze the measure for my thesis. I've done most of it (I think), but I still feel hesitant about meeting with my advisor to go over my findings. Shit! I feel like totally shit!

On one hand I want to just get his opinion and be able to move on, but on the other, I feel so scared of failure. Why oh why did I choose this path for my life. Seriously, after I'm all finished writing my thesis and graduate, I'm going to take a year off and try to find something I really want to spend the rest of my life doing...I don't care if it's totally different from what I'm doing now! I might even try massage therapy...Sounds pretty cool, and I think it would be a lot more enjoyable than analyzing large data sets for a living!

Alright, enough self regret for one night. Tomorrow I'm going to finish up what I can for my analysis and schedule an appointment with my advisor to go over my stuff.