After one week...

Well, it's been a week since I tried apologizing to my friend. None of those guys I usually hang out with have called me in the past week. Similarly, as more time passes, I feel less inclined to call them as well. I really don't want our friendship to end this way, but I already offered my olive branch. If they don't want to accept it, then I'm not going to force them.

The thing that occurred to me last night was that if this is the reaction I get from those guys from a misunderstanding of anger, then how will they react when I truly get a little pissed at them in the future?! Friends will inevitably argue because we're all individuals with different opinions, but if their reaction is to simply cut me out of their lives, then I guess it proves that they weren't really good friends in the first place.

Fortunately, I have to give a thanks to EL who I met last Saturday. She's been extremely supportive and a much needed changed from my regular guy friends. EL's an awesome photographer from what I hear. She really has to show me some of her work very soon! ;-)

I've had many supportive emails this past week and I'm truly grateful. I don't know why it took me so long to reach out to the larger queer community in Vancouver. I hope to keep in contact with many of those people who offered me supportive words.